Spent so much time crying last night lmao
Pretty much want to die right now because I miss you so badly.
Went out for dinner and coffee with a mate, had a bit of a rant and he made me completely reconsider my entire attitude about life. I haven’t felt this motivated to succeed in months and honestly it feels great. It’s time to clean myself up and get my shit together, because I’m not leaving this planet yet, and if I do, I’m not going in this state.
I’ve got big plans and a lot of steps to take to achieve them but I’m going to give it everything I have. I’m tired of striving for pity and empathy, it’s time to take charge of my life.